trust and lies

exam is just around the corner. omg :O i miss how everything used to be. i miss being really happy. i miss confessing all my problems to mhmm(you guys know who are). all i can do now is put up a big smile and act like everything's okay and i'm happy with everything. i'm not okay with changes. there, i said it. everything was tested and true. twisted words, twisted lies, trust? ah-ha. i don't even know what i'm saying. having lots of problems now. okay, i can't put it as 'problems' but. i dont know. i miss everything. old friends, new friends. ain't the same. no one can ever replace my old friends eventhough .. hmphh. whispers turns to shouting, shouting turns to tears, tears turns into laughter, and it takes away our fear. i'm out of words.. bye . i love afiq(tetiba) haha