trust and lies

exam is just around the corner. omg :O i miss how everything used to be. i miss being really happy. i miss confessing all my problems to mhmm(you guys know who are). all i can do now is put up a big smile and act like everything's okay and i'm happy with everything. i'm not okay with changes. there, i said it. everything was tested and true. twisted words, twisted lies, trust? ah-ha. i don't even know what i'm saying. having lots of problems now. okay, i can't put it as 'problems' but. i dont know. i miss everything. old friends, new friends. ain't the same. no one can ever replace my old friends eventhough .. hmphh. whispers turns to shouting, shouting turns to tears, tears turns into laughter, and it takes away our fear. i'm out of words.. bye . i love afiq(tetiba) haha

open house

hehe, so okay.. i buat open hse like 2 days in a row. 25th&26th. 25th was for my friends and i have absolutely NOOOOO ide almost 3/4 of my friends came. I didn't expect some of them will come, but heh. They did. Sooo, thankyou so much for making the open house worth it :) There were some people I didnt invite came too. So, yeahh.. I was expecting at least 50 people below je datang. Tengok tengok, almost 100. FUCK YEAH X) haha. That's like so coool tau haha sampai tak cukup makanan. sampai that time, I was freaking out like shit. but ssa was smart enough to call domino's. haha. so, svian's got their food and also budak2 hot (LAZARA) haha. okay, no offense. i was just joking :p first one to sampai was eeya, comel gila dia :D and yeahh, i haven't mandi semua lagi and i'm still wearing my baju tido. hahaha. so asked her to wait kejap and stuff so that i could go mandi. thank god she kenal etty and iwan. etty and iwan were really nice to her. so yeah, that's good :D supposed radzi(eeya's boyfriend) datang. but degil sangat he wanted to come on the 26th with his ezam(his brother&etty's boyfriend). waited la the next day, tengok tengok he didn't show up. how great. so yeah, screw you radzi ; p pfft. other than that I WAS SOOOO PISSED OFF WITH fea, mirul and nina. I TOTALLY EXPECTED THEY WOULD COME AND THEY DIDN'T SHOW UP. They didn't even call me to tell me they're not coming semua. AND of course they went out with their 'loved ones' haha. :p benda betul. they went karaoke lagi tuu. the three of them. Thank you so much you guys for doing that :) kalau nak terasa, terasa la. tak kisah pun. pfft. okay. here are the list that came on my open hse, i hope i get all of 'em. ahaha so it was. hmm...
eeya ssa low nina lina della aimi farah zaff fiki popoi awis im ayum kris bryan nabil
ishraq adrin afiq nil amier amirul aizad zaric aiman syakib 2 of syakib's friends ah tong
erwin gabeh daniel fikri najiy mior adam ayi fizzy amn easy haikal aweyy ainaa fatin amirah
syakila ainaa's boyf epy marwan atiq arif akmal vincent daos amar eizu khairil aqhlef ijay imran
hafizsyaz;) and ada lah yang lain. penat lah tak ingat dah hahaha

haha. so yeahh, 26th pulak :p It was okay, it wasn't memenatkan sangat since mama offered this 2 kakak to wash the dishes and refill the air makanan semua. so yeah, all i had to do was layan the people and tidur and give away duit raya. haha, nil harith and anwar came on that day for lunch. ahhaha, so cam pape lahh kan. thanks for coming la eyhh :) hee. okay dahhhh.

27th was open house daniel. YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU. malas gila nak pergi thank god erwin was baik hati to pick me up. kakak erwin(hmmmhmhh) hahaha so yeahhhhh. pergi sana, dah sampai im the first girl yang sampai. then ssa, then fiqa, then elle, then fifi... hahahahaahha. okay okay pape la kan. banyak gambar that day:) wanted to went back home with erwin but he said dia balik the very the lambat . so im like FUCK YOUUU. haha then elle(orang kuat sahajaa ni:p) offered to send me and ssa back home. so like. on je laa. wanted to lepak old town kejap. tengok tengok terlepas. omg bodohhhhhh gila nak mati-,-' terus cam, LEPAK CASTLE JOM. hahahahah. bangang sial haha tak boleh blah. eizu and his friend main ikut je at the back. then cam, hantar ssa balik then hantar me back home. dah tu je la. :) bye.