I'm Okay.

Hello Human Beans, Whaddup?:) I finished my sports day already! It was alright. Kinda fucked up I guess. Haha, but it was kay. I love navy members. They rock my socks off. Seriously, :] Heheh, sayang Kak At/Ad. Hahahah : p I dont know why, but just felt like posting these lyrics. Rajin baca la ;]

Left your t-shirt in my room, still smells of you

And the picture you hung on the door lay smashed, picture perfect.

Explains now, clearly nothing left but a memory

We only made out you never kissed me

That's how I learned to hold back all feeling

Wait, please don't go, I won't stay.

All these words on replay.

I'm ok, Its alright, good to know that your fine.

Pretending everything is right, to make it better.

I'll hide my make up smeared eyes, to show that I tried.

Some how you have managed to get under my skin, more than anyone ever did.

And if every whole makes a scar and every scar marks its place then I will never live freely without your trace.
And it'll never be fair, I wrote my songs for you and you never even cared.
So Ill forget you, Ill wish your t-shirt, kill the pillow and cut you out of pictures

Wait, please don't go, I won't stay.

All these words on replay.

I'm ok, Its alright, good to know that your fine.

Pretending everything is right, to make it better.

I'll hide my make up smeared eyes...

This drama sat shot gun
My eyes rained like autumn
Only the glove box knows
How the story goes

Now that this bandage is broken and
The cuts left in open
I'll tell you just one thing
This wasn't worth the sting

Automatic Loveletter- Make up Smeared Eyes

I don't know why but I love this song. Somehow express a lot about me. Haha, I'm missing everyone at the moment. I don't even know why. I don't feel like talking what happend these past few days.. Eventhough there are some interesting stories. But, I still don't have the mood to post anything. Pfft, -_-'

Oh yeah , big maybe Abe's Band(THE NIGHT ACT) are going to perform my dad's event. But I'm still not sure If my dad's going to give the approval for them to perform. Cause he said there are some other bands want to perform. I think I should try and get Estrella. Sounds interesting though :D Or maybe Lokman ke. We'll see how things go.

I almost forgot to tell you guys about this. Abang Ali came to my place just now!:) Oh , how I miss him. Despite the fact that Abang Ezam is Etty's boyfriend now. But, everyone misses Abang Ali. He brought us bookmarks from UK. Really cute! Bought England's jersey for Iwan. LAMPARD pulak tu. :P So, yeah. Thank you Abg Ali. Ayah just had many things to talk about with Abang Ali. Effin pelik man! Seriously. Mama, as always lah talk and talk and talk. Since she was really close with Abg Ali last time.

I don't like or love anyone at the moment. And I'm kinda happy with that cause I have my bestfriends with me, eventhough all of them have boyfriends. But it's kay. Sucks being me sometimes heh? Still living though. Heheh. I think Seth Gabel is freaking HOT! Hot to the max. Seriously man. Forgot to tell you guys, he's mine ;) I wanna lepak tonight. It has been 2 days since I went to Hajris. Mesti the abang shisha are missing me like hell atm. HAHA. Joking.

That's about it, bye.

You know you love me,

TIA<3

Bored

I'm not really in the mood to write-a-blog. But I think it has been a long time since I last wrote. So here goes. WAIT. I'm gonna change a lil bit how i'm going to write this shitz. ;p Starting with pressing(ENTER) ...

SEE! Haha, I'm gonna do this now. Cause I think when I write fucking long, you guys are not going to even read it. Eventhough I don't care but I act like I do cause I MAYBE CARE about it. Maybe, just a lil' bit ok. So let's start (:

Today, on the 18th February..

1. FINISHED MY UJIAN INTERVENSI

2. WENT FOR NAVY'S PRACTICE(After so long..)

3. HAFIZSYAZ's Birthday, :)

4. Ally, Tija, and Ayum's Birthday too.

5. Hated someone new

1st of all,

MY exams are finish. Thank fucking god! I fucked up my Sejarah&Geografi as always. Amazing somehow I manage to finish my Mathematic's paper on time with a huge smile on my face. Bm was kinda easy. English too. Agama, Hmm.. Agama.. *nothing to display*. Oh me goshhh, I almost forgot. I didn't copy anyone at all. How fucking cool is that? We'll see how my result looks like later ;p

2nd,

Yeah. I went for Navy. Before Navy started, went to Condo with Ssa, Nadia, Wak, Acap, Uzair, Afiq and Adrin. Since ssa was too baik hati to be true, she payed for me since I didn't bring money. Not that I didn't bring, but. I'm seriously out of cash. What to do kan. Sad sad situation, isn't it? It's amazing how I still manage to live with that. Hahah, Okay fine. Then went to CyberCafe beside 7E since Nadia wanted to go online after so long. Pergi sana, met Erwin Daniel Mirul and Fikri. Talked to them and stuff cause the cc was full. Sedih. Waited till it's 2.30. Went back to school dapat tau practice started at 3. Acap gaduh. Kejar Irsyad with batang kayu panjang. Tak tau asal. But let them be lah. Both of them ego lebih. Oh there's this really fucking creepy form 1 girl. When I walk in front of her, she'll be like 'fizah, fizah, fizah.. eza, eza.' and when I turn around she'll smile. I didn't smile back cause I don't know who the fuck she was. Continued walking.. she called my name with her stupid nasty slow voice again and when I turn around AGAIN she was like Hi. I'm LIKE OMG WTF MAN. WTF IS UP WITH HER. She scares the shit out of me. That girl with her cliche are all fucked up I guess. They're madly insane. Navy started... dapat baju and stuffs. Huzer went to Sbu to pick Nadia up. Since mama couldn't pick me up. Huzer's driver hantar me at Pandan Jaya's lrt. Then I went back home. END

3rd,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAFIZSYAZ! You're finally SEVENTEEN NOW. Hehe TakeCare and Have fun being 17 ;) Wow. I've known you since you're 15. COOL!

4th,

Tija, Ally, and Ayum. Happy birthday to you guys too! <33

5th HATED SOMEONE NEW.

Oh you'll love this. I'll write for days without stopping talking about her. Oh yes, it's a SHE. Sorry but seriously I gotta go right now. I'll promise I'll continue tomorrow. Take care, muah.

you know you love me,

TIA<3

oxygen by colbie caillat

Hahaha, here's the thing. Just wanted to say that. I just realised that my blog is ugly. For god's sake, it's so fucking ugly. I don't know how to edit all this stuffs to make it cantik and all. Sorry lah. Haha, eh Abg Zaki's wedding was a blast. Did I told you guys about it? *jap check blog* ... (checking) OH belum! Haha, I had to give away all the candies. I dont mind ;p Heheh. Anum wanted to iron my hair, make up semua laaa dekat me. AS ALWAYS. haha, Iron my hair tu tak kisah la. But make up cam takut too much. So, as I was lying on the bed waiting for the others to siap ..suddenly I felt something on my eyes. I opened my eyes I was like, anum!!!! Hahah. She said tutup je mata, tido je. Lol, then someone bukak mulut. Kak Ana I think. She said, Anum macam tengah make up mayat cam mat saleh mati , make up mayat en. I was like, kayh. Go and do whatever you like. I think this year's American Idol will be something I dont know why. There's this girl. Oh lord, only god knows how annoying she is. Her name's Brianna if i'm not mistaken. Pfft, I didnt went to school for like 3 fucking days cause I was having a really bad fever, went to the clinic. Guess what, the last time I went to a clinic was like, 4 years back man! Hahaha. As I was walking with Mama to the clinic, suddenly heard someone screaming 'Eza!' Haha. Guess Who? Kipin and Im. So, went to salam them. It was a 'WEDNESDAY'. Hari market for sho. So they were heading to Sungei Wang. Kayh, tak kisah. Back to my sakit story. I had tonsils. The doctor said my tonsils bengkak and there's this white thingy on it. He said, it was really bad. Afraid I might get a surgery or something. Haha, :p But naeh, eza kan hebat dan kuat malah bergaya. Wtf man. :P Lol. Okay, wtv it is. I went out with Amn just now for a lunch and teman him for his soon-to-be girlfriend some presents for Valentines. Yeah, buat cincin.. He's an asshole, he stole one of the rings. Son of a Bitch. Haha, guess what!? The one he stole was so ugly that ugly is not even a word. No dude. Like, Seriously. :) Hee. Met my baby for a second in front of Pavi before we did that cincin thingy. We had to wait 20 mins for the ring. So ajak him daytona 1 round. Fine, we played and there's this chinese dude tetiba menyibuk. Jerk. We played. Guess who's #1 baby? Uhuh Uhuh, ME! :D I know right, I rock. I rock so hard that the rock is not as hard as me. What the eff am I crapping. Don't mind me. Played for the 2nd time. but we played advanced. yeah yeah yeah he won. whatever big deal. Couldn't care less dude ;p Then, we took the ring then went back home. The LRT was as usual, full nak mampus. I can barely breath inside the stupid monorail. Got home by 7 :) Forgot to say, today is Farah Tan's Birthday(Armin's baby girlfriend) Hehe.

HAPPY SWEET FOURTEEN BABY :)

We made a deal. I have to give her a badan ikan belis for her birthday and she's going to gimme kepala ikan belis. Fair, Right? ; ) Heheh. Tomorrow's VALENTINES. I'm not sure if I can go out, takut ma&ayah tak kasi. We'll see how the day goes. I didnt buy anything for my baby Mader. Will get something for him later. It's just the matter of time right? I'm going to give it to him later. Going out tonight to celebrate Farah's Birthday+Valentines. Can't wait to meet patilia bitches and others. Heheh, that's about it I guess. Will update later.

ILOVEMADER.831.

Song of the Day : Taylor Swift- Forever and Always
Word of the Day : 'how do I get 'better' once I've had the best '
Joke of the Day : DERING!PJK Class ( Ssa+Nadia+Eza=Loudest Laugh on Earth)

11 days with Mader and still counting. *iloveyoubaby*

You know you love me,

TIA:)

pc52

....and the whole world stops when you're here. :) Hello there people. You gottta be wondering right why is my title pc 52. Haha, well here's thing. Dekat cc doh :p Hahaha. What kind of people write their blog when they're at cyber cafe. MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D Lol. Okay so wtv, mhm there's my baby Mader here, armin on my left, fiki on the right, then zaff, tuah and im. They're playing counter strike and I never get the whole point of them playing it. I dont even know how do they play it. macam susah je. and me, I'm just plaing Jetman on Facebook. Browsing Abang Zaki's Wedding pictures too. Damn, there's lots of pictures. Suprisingly, none of them are from my camera. :p OH OH! not to forget, there's like this picture of me when i was running cause I left my heels at my room and I was in a rush. Tengah lari, suddenly Abang Arul snap a picture of me. Unlucky me heh ;p He even uploaded it at Facebook. Damn it. But it's kay cause my picture is no where near perfect than ayang's picture posing while bringing chakoi! Hahah. Freaking funny. That picture is like, picture of the month man! Whoah, I can hear all this tembak tembak sounds surrounding me. It's 3.32am at the moment. Went to Hajris just now, as always. Shisha. Heheh, oh oh tak de kereta kot today. So after this I have to walk all the way home or take a cab(kalau dapat). In the morning, went to Putrajaya because of this balloon thingy. Dapat naik sorang sorang while others had to que up in the freaking longest line. Pity them. ;p Well, too bad baby! :D then went to Alamanda for lunch. I'm not going to school tmrw! Yay :) well not really in a 'yay' way. but Hey, still ;p Okay. I'm out of words now. Sorry dudes, will update tmrw morning or something. Heheh, challo tuts.
You know you lve me,
tia,<3

Grass is green

Okay, You should really watch this video. :] My Fav! At the moment lah. ;)




So comel, right? I know. She's awesome alright :D

Things to do+buy:

[x]Buy Top up

[ ]Pack my stuffs

[x]Download songs

[x]Charge te camera

[ ]Buy colour papers

[ ]Buy nail polish remover

[ ]Earn more money

[ ]Buy that Pencil Highwaist Skirt @ Gossips, Bangsar (WAJIB)

[ ]JOGGING !

[ ]50 sits up per day

Haih, so many stuffs I have to do plus buy. But that high waist skirt is a must! :) Need it ASAP. and oh I think I need a new jeans. I miss my boyfriend, :) I dont know why, but somehow I'm happy with him. Eventhough we don't really know each other that well, but we're still working things out. I love you baby! that's all from me.

You knw yu lve me,

TIA<3

'thinking of you'

Hey, ssup people?:) I've been really busy this week. Started from the day I'm officialy Mader's ;) I know it's all of the sudden but I love him. No, like seriously. Heheh :D And oh guess what I don't go online everyday anymore. Hard to believe right? I got navy practice every wednesday to friday. Low, Shan, and I had to finish up the cheer's board for only 4 days. Today's already the date line, Thank godness we managed to finish it eventhough the stupid glass mirror almost fell on us. There's this form 2 girl I don't know what's her name. She and her friends helped us jugak doing the cheer board. Kak At was sangat la baik hatiiiii, she gave us 30minutes addition to finish up the board. Woiishh, homeworks are just fine :) I think I'm going to start back tuition with Puan Jeyanthi but I'll be in the 2nd group which is Nazak Karen and some other people. Oh, I'm going to Rihanna! Hoo-yeah, Score baby ;) I love katy perry's video. It's like the best video ever-er and the song is just too awesome to be true. The lyrics are very mhm, let's just say when she says 'how do i get BETTER once i've had the best' :p Haha. Omg, I have to talk about Navy! Hahah. On Wednesday, We had to march(as always la kan). Then Kak At cakap, 3 baris dari dapan cepat jalan. My one and only dumb almost 9years friend pergi march sekali. Haha, One step baby! Muka serious cam haram. HHAAHAHA. She made me laugh like hell, nak kawat pun tak senang. Serious shit. Then, the other 3 baris from front pulak kena march. My other friend was also a dumb blonde, just that she's not blonde. She did the same thing. Hmphh, aku sabar jugak lah. I had to pee at the 100% already, but I had to tahan. Haha, On Thursday. Shan wanted to say the green pny what do they call it again? pape lah kann. haha The green thingy was like, 'when we say go, you say fight'. BUT This friend of mine she said 'when we say go, you so fight'. You so fight haaa! Takde hal :p Hahahahaha. Kak At pulak! HAHA. Ok ok I'm not that mean la to write everything about their careless mistakes. But hey, It's amazing how they do it again and again. Last night before I go to sleep, teringat muka alya. Terus bangun gelak. Hahah. Mannnnnnn, ;) I have to go for this Hot Air Balloon event tmrw morning. Then on the evening, I have to go to Morib, Banting. Since Abang Zaki is getting married on Sunday. So, everyone have to help lah kan. Thankgod there's no homeworks for this weekends. I miss my patilia hommies! Just now when I went to ayamas. Ada this mamak on the left, suddenly nampak Bella. She was screaming like 'ezaaaaaaaa'. I was excited but I didn't show that I was cause too tired to even give an expression. Haha, Ok so i wanna go watch Hannah Montana now. :)

You know you love me,

XOXO. Tia :P